imeldific..

I have watched the documentary movie of imelda the other night. after watchin the show, i had a mixed feelings towards her. In some ways i admire her personality and brains...her effort and courage to become somebody. though that same courage and effort turned her to a person many pity. perhaps she totally indulged herself to power and fame that cost her dignity and pride.

mind my bizness...

I want to quit my job..but what will i do after? im tired of wasting my life..workin and comin up with nothing. I want to achive something but i wont get it in simply by being an employee. Actually i want to manage a businesss...yes, thats what i really wanna do. but i dont have the capital to start off. i know it wudnt be that simple but im excited and very much willing to face the challenges. it would be more inspiring and exciting to deal with a certain business of your own than go to the office everyday and do the daily boring routine where almost whole of your life seems like taken away from you just for a salary,that has never been enough. Not all are given fair opportunity i guess...

sorry to myself...

everyone has his rough days and i think today is 1 of those bull shits for me... at times, i do also have my "sapak" or "topak" watevr u call it, but i try hard not to be insensitive with others' feelings.Sometimes people get hurt with our jokes in some ways though we never intend to, does it cost 1's dignity and pride to pay it off? Life sometimes gets so unfair and so people do!

aray...

masakit balik balikan alaalang di makalimutan
masasayang pinagsamahan natungo lang sa kawalan,
tunay na pagkakaibigan na binagyo't inulan
tinangay nang agos sa malayong parang.

lumipas ang panahon at ilang pagkakataon
nabago halos lahat maliban sa kahapon
masakit man lahat ang mga naganap
kaibigan pa ring maituturing, tunay at ganap.

dream!

when i was young, rather i say younger, faith was my inspiration to pursue my dreams. Faith that by doing my best, my dreams will all come true. Now after years passed, my dreams.... r still dreams :( but my failures R now my inspiration to continue on believing and go for my dreams.
Failures result to a feeling of disapointment and depression, when 1 get frustrated and later loose control of one's self. but that's normal as long as u get to a point of realization that despite failures, u still find urself in 1 piece and that nobody have taken ur dreams away from u.U just need a renewed outlook with a different perspective on how to work on with ur dreams.
keep on dreamin'!

foundation of faith. ....

one can face any challenges in life as long as he holds the truth and firm with his principles, which is the basis of one's faith.Though,one's faith is not enough to overcome tests and trials, it depends with whom faith is relied upon. No matter how shaky and stormy the weather is, you'll stand firm for you're saved not by the ounce of faith you have with your saviour but with who your saviour is that handles you in your weakest.

anything comes...

great! life's full of surprises.. good and bad. I just wonder what else can i expect from life.